

Soapboxi dont post anything in anyplace that fightsSoapbox
for much of anything my soapbox is tiny and relatively unused i do not believe that posting my rants and diatribes
about what I believe changes anyone's mind and perhaps I am wrong but I prefer to love and live and show myself through what I do because words are often empty without anything real to back them up just emptiness craftily displayed to make it look like we are doing something when in fact we aren't there are exceptions


PacifistI am supposed to be a pacifist at least thats what my religion tells me not supposed to fight or any of that bad stuff and remember violent video games are a bad bad thing i have a secret to go along with my other secrets that i keep i like Grand Theft AutoPacifist
it makes me smile driving around hitting people and things and making all sorts of criminal mayhem i also drown my Sims and make them cause house fires without any way to call for help i used to starve my Nano pet just to see how many days
i could make it last i loved p


feeling yet notI am awake yet sleeping trapped in waking dreams and waking nightmares my mind foggy functioning without feeling I am sober yet drunk out of control muffled in my head slightly off centre unfocusedfeeling yet not
finding everything
too bright and too amusing I am here yet away body sitting in the right chair doing the right things where you expect me to be what you expect me to do mind far away drifting thinking and dreaming distracted
I am yet I am not


ConfusionI still don't know if this is the right way to feel or the right way to do things I don't knowConfusion
if you will disappear
if I do the wrong thing and leave me not alone but more lonely than I am
when I still have you I don't know
if this is how it is supposed to go if this is okay with you this person that I have become
and this person that I always was I don't know I don't know I don't know do you know if you do could you tell me because I am scared of making mistakes
Devious Comments
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Everyone is happy at the end, If your not happy then it's not the end.
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"Women who behave rarely make history."
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"Women who behave rarely make history."
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My garden's full of pretty men who wouldn't stay away....-Heather Dale, "Medusa"
I'm Spinelli in the deviantART Cartoon Obsessions Crew!
*looks at other comments*
uh...
thnx 4 da fav? @__@
no, but seriously. first time someone's favorite'd my work. *tears*
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It's not that words fail me sometimes. I fail them.
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My glass is neither half full nor half empty; I drink all my water.
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"Restore this dying world"
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゙(゚、 。 7
l、゙ ~ヽ
じしf_, )ノ
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My bf made these videos. Im so proud ^^.
( [link] )
( [link] )
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I get my kicks above the waist line sunshine
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Such is the life of the dead.
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My garden's full of pretty men who wouldn't stay away....-Heather Dale, "Medusa"
I'm Spinelli in the deviantART Cartoon Obsessions Crew!
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Such is the life of the dead.
Thank you for the
Greetings from Greece!
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"The more crap you put up with, the more crap you are going to get"
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-insert interesting or witty signature here-
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« I wanna be a RockStar ! »
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the response to nature is childlike wonder!!!
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Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first.
-Mark Twain
Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?
Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?
It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift
but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
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